things i go though

Life is bull . You go though life thinking its great, but before you know it its not. You go though so much pain. To get where you are today for what nothing. Why not spare me some pain and misery. Its really not that much to ask, is it?

I have just gone though the worst part in my life yesterday. I had to cut the one I loved and let him go. I found out that he has been like cheating on me. And he told me that he cared about me and loved me. No he didn’t he lied because if he loved me he would have never did what he did to me.

I am not going to sit around and wait for his decision and defiantly not when he’s messing around with another girl. I don’t deserve that, I deserve a lot better than that.

I am not going to sit around and take that kind of even when he does it on purpose to piss me off. I done dealing with that . that’s why I told him I want all of my and to never call again. And I meant it and I will never call him again or talk to him or associate with him.

P.s all of his crap that he gave me I smashed it ripped it or shall I just say destroyed it. I am so happy to I don’t give a rats anymore.