Posted On: 04/25/2012 Current Mood: accomplished
Well. During church service my mind was just so wrapped up in that and confused that I just didn't have any desire to listen (not that I could with such a big burden)
BUt something stuck out. My Pastor said, "Just pray. I pray that whatever it is-something HUGE...is weighing down: I pray you can overcome it..."
At that point I knew He was talking to me. God was talking to me.
So I pondered this, and other thoughts at just what exactly they mean. And as I was in the car parking lot, listening to 107.3 K-Love Christian Radio, it dawned on me somehow...that Jesus loves me and He IS real. How else could music feel so ALIVE. How else could a single text or verse bring life, and such a great deal of comfort. How else could I have possibly been happy and relieved before? Because I was using faith of a child. I like being a kid!!
And I wasn't fighting (not against God anyway, probably a slight cold and the enemy of course, but never God) I was leaning. And am now.
But hey-I'm not perfect, and I never was or have been! I'm not going to act that way either, no, I'm going to be a Christian. A daughter of God!!! existence
Don't act. Be.
Here's something that's really neat, fun and creative to do!! I did it today :)
Add a contact to your cell phones list. Jesus.
then "send Him a text"
Don't add an actual phone number. Jsut type it in and mean it with you heart-and believe me, it'll get to Him ;)
God bless. Drink lots of water.